i really really really want to find some place where there's absolutely no one.
because when there's no one around,
no one will judge you.
even the trees,
the ground,
they will judge you in their silent ways.
but they will still keep it to themselves.
and the silence is still bearable.
however,
for humans,
they judge you with mean critical eyes.
bearing into you,
tearing you apart.
maybe that's why some people prefer to live in recluse.
because they're tired of the judgmental thinking that those around them have.
i want to go somewhere with no one.
where i can scream my agony out loud.
and still not be judged.
that's all i want to do.
games give you enjoyment.
happiness even.
but what is happiness?
based on our own thinking, no doubt.
if we thought that pain = happiness,
then we would be soughting after pain.
happiness is temporary.
why should we be happy when all good things must come to an end?
maybe i do what i do because i want to cling on to happiness.
why cant you cut me some slack?
just because i'm not like you doesnt mean i want to be exactly like you in terms of personality and abilities.
one sided comments.
you never even think about it from my point of view.
further proof why people would want to go into recluse or just find some 'other' kind of environment.
is there that much wrong with me?
in your eyes, there is.
what if i thought that there was EVERYTHING wrong with you.
PARFUM EXTRAIT 0 IS A GREAT MANGA ;x
i'll leave you to find out about it. xD
we've just got time to do it
one more time.
;melissa
